Monday, August 8, 2011

A year off

Wow I cant believe its been a year since Ive blogged seems a little silly right?
Its strange I wonder what my blogs would have said had I continued to blog ha in my mind I just laugh because I know everything thats happened in the last year and honestly I think I stopped because things well got very very crazy, imagine being blasted into the world of Being on your own, not having to answer to parents or well to any one but yourself and just trying to figure out how to maintain feeling free and grounding myself. I turned 18 and the fast forward button was pushed and I was making decisions as they came and they werent like kid decisions anymore. I felt like a baby adult, I still do I feel like I am 8 months old in adult years which still isnt very old and I swear I had no idea how different things are. How different I am, I looked at The a Bugs Life and ha my cares were pretty simple boy drama  and music ha. I wish things were that simple, I believe they could be ha but I dont think if they were id be happy. although my life is stressful and at times a little chaotic but I wouldnt change it. Not in a have no regrets but in the fact that I generally had a good time AND  Ive met a lot of interesting characters some real and true and a few monsters with pretty faces and with reptilian tongues that could convince you the down was up. Very charming but I must say I am getting better at pointing them out. I have moved a million times ha even lived in an office space for like three months, I learned to live on 5 dollars a day and honestly I had so much fun just trying to find things to do and playing games ha. simplicity really is bliss. well now I hope to embark on a really amazing journey across the country to be a nanny. I know that it will be a huge change but honestly I wanna develop some skills and have new opportunities. I am so excited and thats why I started this blog. its about getting back to simple and developing a new side and seeing new things. I will be taking lots of pictures and blogging so I can have records, I dont wanna see another year pass without being able to see transitions.
so I guess stay tuned it can only get better from here.

2 comments:

  1. Sorry im just now popping in:) life gets really busy once ya gotta take care of little people. Glad your back to blogging. It'll be fun to read about all your adventures!

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  2. Best wishes! Let me know if you need anymore lesson plan advice.

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