never thought Id say it

But I am definitely home sick.
Dont get me wrong I love this opportunity and Im glad I am here but lately Ive been missing my life, The People, The coffee shops, and the ability to "Get wild"
I read in a lot of nanny books and even talking to other nannys they have told me that the first month is the hardest and that it is normal to think "Im not cut out for this" but to keep going that it gets easier.
My kids still dont listen and they fight with each other all the time. I have started reading books on how to change behaviors in children. And hopefully I will see results. I think the problem is they are very spoiled and when they freak out and scream there parents just give them what they want. which isnt helpful because then I am the bad guy ha.
I dont know I just really hope things get better. I know I need to have patience and wait it out. but some days I am all but ready to pack my bags and come home.
I know thats dramatic.
I got this laptop yesterday I am sure Ill be blogging more!